At this moment I feel like time is ticking too slow . I did not realize that someone whom I have known for over 20 years noticed a sudden change in me. I was no more talkative as usual. Yesterday, He asked around to gather information what went wrong. Something unpleasant also happened yesterday between my daughter and me and that story became the focus of my family attention without knowing that I have a more and serious situation which I cannot openly talk to any one of them.
Today is a quiet day for me. I am contemplating whether to see that woman or brush it aside for good. Akajon has not written anything yet.For some strange reason, I feel I need to look after myself more in term of my health and my look. Perhaps, I want to please Akajon and prove to him that I am still attractive despite my age. People say, age is only a number. I can agree on that one.But on the hand, what the heck...I be myself .
I am not going to disturb him for a while.Let time passes by and see what develops next .More challenging for me than probing into his daily life . No longer I desire to know what he is doing blah..blah..It doesn't matter to me no more.
Finally a message popped in just right before asar time.." Are you alright?'
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