It went well in the morning until I messaged to ask Akajon whether I can see them tomorrow. I wanted to give his wife a gift. She has been kind to me. She gave me a box of chocolates, a silk scarf and pins and a recipe notebook.Akajaon was not responding to my text messages. I called again and again . No answer. Dead silent. I hated him for doing this to me.He never acted this weird .His message arrived aster 5.00 p.m. I am very disappointed and upset. I lashed out to him left and right. His excused was he was having a rest in the masjid, so he silent his mobile. He wrote , You, try to come down...How can I calm down when he is mistreating me.I feel that he is a changed man. He transformed into an alien.I cannot see him as a man I know 10 years ago.I was taken aback by his cold reactions he has been showing to me lately.My love for him is slowly dying.I am trying to hold on to this shaky relationship. Ya Allah, help me ..I am very weak and vulnerable...Ya Allah..give me the patience and the strength to overcome this situation.. Ameen. After solat Magrib, I felt much better, I sent message to Akajon. asking him to forgive me. Until at this very moment, I still think that his mind is unstable, too much thinking about this dunya matters making him neglect his duties and resposiblities as a servant of Allah The All Powerful The All Mighty...At least now, I have a peace of mind...
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