Another Day Passes By

Today Milah took leave so I have to replace her going to tesco to buy foodstuff and groceries.I cooked filaf rice with mutton and a bit pot of dalca.Alhamdulillah, everyone in my family enjoy the food so much. I was cooking and at the same type chatting with akajon through skype.Alhamdulillah, this time, I got to see him online.Later in the afternoon,Hafiza and Marezuan came for lunch.Myself,Maryam and papa Hanna went to buy bread at Delifrance.InsyaAllah,this coming Tuesday,I am going back to Penang with papa Hana.Subhanallah,I am very full today,ate too much of food....I can see Akajon is putting on weight as well.

Why silent?

Since I remitted you the money,you seem not to care for me any more.Is that what is happening now? You are too busy even to answer my sms.I am very hurt today Akajon.Very hurt indeed.I already sent 2 smses to you but you did not reply..Why????????what happened to you? Are you in some kind of trouble again?

Transfer successful

Alhamdulillah today moneygram transfer went through.I was so relieved ,no more cycling to the bank.went to Jusco Sunway Pyramid,bought pillows and bedsheets for Maryam.Furnitures arrived today.I rejected the mirror though,have some defect.Aunt flo came visiting early this morning.I am a bit tired, so I will hit the sack early tonight.

Long tiring day

Very tiring day.Went to maybank with Milah and Naufal by mini bus.Later,Latiff picked us up around 1pm.After solat zuhr,maryam and myself followed latiff to Putrajaya Hospital.Then went for makan at Rock Cafe.Then picked up Hafiza at Sunway Hospital.After that,went with Malina to clinic,then went to mcdonald.online with akajon for 40 minutes.What a day.! I think Akajon is really pissed with the local authority.I cannot say much on this matter as i really dont know and dont understand the people problems there.
Akajon moneygram transaction still not successful. InsyaAllah,I tried again tomorrow.May Allah swt make it easy for all of us,ameen.

pouring my heart out

happy to see akajon's in person through skype today.Went with milah and naufal to Maybank but  moneygram tranx not successful,line down.Later asked na9 to collect my Ic and money from the counter.Wrote email to akajon..i dont know,i think im depressed now....Milah is very cruel to me....She always try to make me hated my x hubby per chance that I might move out from this house....Very evil is her attentions...I must be strong....May Allah swt help me to make me patient and steadfast in His deen.ameen

I feel bored...

Long time never write,I feel bored now.Today I miss skyping with Akajon,so busy with family matters.He asked to send him moneygram USD 200.InsyaAllah,I do it tomorrow.My sister's car was badly damaged,hit by a 8 ton lorry.Lately,very busy,very tired...

A new life and a new beginning

Time really flies.Everything is over.Now I must find a way to support myself and syuhaida's family.Akajon,you are very far away from me.I must decide myself what to do with my life now.Alllah is testing me .Ya Allah make me stronger in my deen,ameen.I remembered when I was younger,I used to tell everybody that I dont need my children's help.Subhanallah,I was dead wrong back then.Allah make me realised now that I need them more than they need me.Ya Allah please forgive me for talking in an arrogant manner...I would have never felt I was at fault  if Allah swt didnt put me in this situation.Allahu Akbar..
At this point of time ,suddenly I can see that my life is turning 360 degrees.I have to move forward now and leave everything behind.

This would be a new life and a new beginning.My journey starts now.....

Busy days are over

Alhamdulillah,everything went on smoothly.Today Fiza and Wan went to Raub.Last night I managed to skype with Akajon.Got the chance to see his handsome face for a few seconds.I dont know why but I am feeling very tired every single day...Now I am having a big bump on my buttock.very uncomfortable..I guess I will start blogging after I went back to Penang next week...

Another Day to go

A lot of preparations before the wedding.very tiring but at the same time full of excitement.Today I called up Akajon around 4pm.Alhamdulillah,I managed to talk with him for 20 minutes.I am tires,so tired today...maybe I sleep early tonight.My ex husband bougt KFC for dinner.Morning ate tose and roti canai.Night time the girls,decorated their hands with henna,beautifuly done by Anis.

Musibah Day

In the morning,went with my sister and family members to buy breakfast.Rashidah and Ishak came .After that went to PKNS and later went to PAS.Came back drove myv to Giant.On the way back,I accidentally hit the curve at Section 18,Shah Alam causing damaged on the bottom part,left side of the car.Inna lillah hiwainna  ilai hirojiun.What have I done...?????????? told ex-husband but I did not tell Fiza and Malina yet.I dont want to spoil their mood.
I am very tired today.Akajon is sick today.Maybe that is the reason why,my mind is not stable...

Another Day Goes by

Busy mending my ex-husband's curtain and also na9's curtain.Too long.In the afternoon,Akajon sent sms,asked me to go on Skype,but i was not able to skype with him as he was in a rush to go somewhere.Walked with Milah to kedai,bought groceries.Later,followed my ex husband together with Maryam,Sheda and Naufal to Putrajaya Hospital then went for makan at Rock Cafe.Nice food, alhmadulillah.Then went to fetch Fiza.Came back ,took Malina's car,went to Giant with Maryam to buy eggs.Now,I am waiting for the arrival of my family from Penang.
Today I sent sms inviting Azman n family for Fiza's wedding.I also invited Damir n family members.

Alahamdulillah,I finished sewing everybody's baju kurung today.Followed na9 and anis to open an enterprise company.Took few hours to settle the matter,I sent sms to Akajon,he replied,alhamdulillah.Court case on the 4th February.He mentioned in the sms to hope for the best outcome.May Allah swt make it easy for him to go through this pace of life.In the evening,myself and the others help Fiza to fix the curtains.Alhamdulillah,it looks good in the room.Fiza wedding day is just a few days away.Tomorrow insyaAllah,my sister's family and my brother's family coming down here to celebrate this joyous ocassion together.
My mind is not as disturbed as yesterday.I ammore relaxed today.Alhamdulillah.Ya Allah,Give us the best of this world and the best of the afterworld,ameen.