Time really flies.Everything is over.Now I must find a way to support myself and syuhaida's family.Akajon,you are very far away from me.I must decide myself what to do with my life now.Alllah is testing me .Ya Allah make me stronger in my deen,ameen.I remembered when I was younger,I used to tell everybody that I dont need my children's help.Subhanallah,I was dead wrong back then.Allah make me realised now that I need them more than they need me.Ya Allah please forgive me for talking in an arrogant manner...I would have never felt I was at fault if Allah swt didnt put me in this situation.Allahu Akbar..At this point of time ,suddenly I can see that my life is turning 360 degrees.I have to move forward now and leave everything behind.
This would be a new life and a new beginning.My journey starts now.....
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