Saturday, April 18, 2015

Astagfirullahil azim

                                                  إِنَّا لِلّهِ وَإِنَّـا إِلَيْهِ رَاجِعونَ

I think Akajon will never change. He is too self centered and thick headed. I have the feelings he was talking to That woman after Zuhur time. He did not return home till 3.30 p.m. What the heck he is up to...My mind is wandering...or perhaps he was having a long converasation with his mother. Only Allah knows. Suddenly I feel tired ... enough is enough....He is blind not to see what I have done for him...so much sacrifices...so much pain....I can feel that his heart is unstable and unfocus. The only cure for him and for me too is to turn to back to Allah to seek repentence and forgiveness. Ya Allah.. help me.... help him too...

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