Life is boring without you

Went breakfast with Hana,Milah,Sheda,Naufal and papa Hana.Then went to Tesco for weekly marketing.In the evening I went with Na9 to buy pasar malam food for dinner.Today,suddenly,I feel lonely and bored.Sent sms to Akajon.It seems that he is having a good time with his family and relatives whereas i am suffering here inside out,outside in.My children presence is not much of help to me,in fact I feel like I wanna disappear somewhere further away from everyone.I really need a break,a big break...