Akajon N Me on Skype Today

[1:01:29 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: can u hear me?\
[1:01:39 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i can hear u
[1:02:14 PM] ummuhanna1: you have cam
[1:03:00 PM] *** Call ended, duration 01:54 ***
[1:03:20 PM] *** Call to AbdulAziz bin abi, no answer. ***
[1:03:47 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: no mic no cam
[1:04:04 PM] *** Call to AbdulAziz bin abi ***
[1:04:10 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: h r u?
[1:04:31 PM] ummuhanna1: can u hear me
[1:04:41 PM] ummuhanna1: im ok alhamdulillah
[1:04:49 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: no speaker
[1:04:54 PM] ummuhanna1: ok
[1:05:12 PM] ummuhanna1: how's yesterday meeting?
[1:05:29 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: not much
[1:05:57 PM] ummuhanna1: what they asked you?
[1:06:02 PM] ummuhanna1: im very curious
[1:06:27 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: who made the pasportfor me?
[1:06:41 PM] ummuhanna1: did you tell them?
[1:06:53 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: not really
[1:07:12 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: my uncle say " if u can dont tell them"
[1:07:32 PM] ummuhanna1: did you read email i sent u?
[1:07:52 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: ow i m reading
[1:08:55 PM] ummuhanna1: r u done yet?
[1:09:05 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: no
[1:09:07 PM] ummuhanna1: ok
[1:13:18 PM] ummuhanna1: belum habis baca lagi ke?
[1:13:32 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: blm
[1:15:46 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: ok dah
[1:16:00 PM] ummuhanna1: u can replay after u done here
[1:16:04 PM] ummuhanna1: reply
[1:16:26 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: see la  how
[1:16:32 PM] ummuhanna1: you malas laa
[1:17:04 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: what exactly imortant u asked in this emails?
[1:17:39 PM] ummuhanna1: r u ready to go anytime?
[1:18:07 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: well i no passport
[1:18:31 PM] ummuhanna1: so my q is if you have r u ready to go
[1:19:20 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: if i have pasport i need a sticker in my passport which says i m allowed to leave abroad
[1:20:15 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: if i cannot get that then i need to cross the border in secret , may be to kazakistan via land then try to fly to dubai
[1:20:35 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: which is risky
[1:21:01 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: they might catch in action, so its not easy decision to make , sayang
[1:21:23 PM] ummuhanna1: the sticker you r talking about
[1:21:39 PM] ummuhanna1: is it difficult to be approved?
[1:21:53 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: yes
[1:23:24 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: a possible scenario :  i get convicted of a crime for my passport then no approval to leave the country
[1:24:05 PM] ummuhanna1: will they put yoi in jail?
[1:24:36 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i dont know
[1:25:23 PM] ummuhanna1: let say if you tell them the truth wil it change anything?
[1:25:49 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i dont know
[1:26:18 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i already promise to my uncle not to tell
[1:26:19 PM] ummuhanna1: anyboby you know or heard being convicted of same crime?
[1:26:39 PM] ummuhanna1: anybody
[1:26:53 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i dont know
[1:27:00 PM] ummuhanna1: you should ask around
[1:27:08 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i dotn want
[1:27:36 PM] ummuhanna1: then in this case is it better for you to find a job
[1:28:57 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: well i want to work
[1:29:09 PM] ummuhanna1: any offer yet?
[1:29:22 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: not yet
[1:29:45 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: they might refuse to hire coz no passport
[1:30:58 PM] ummuhanna1: i know this is a very painful experience for you
[1:31:17 PM] ummuhanna1: even in your country you cant apply for job
[1:31:55 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: and more painfull is to be refused to enter Paradise
[1:32:41 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i m not suprised
[1:32:52 PM] ummuhanna1: me either
[1:33:14 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: Allah promised to test those who say we believe
[1:33:51 PM] ummuhanna1: i reminded myself of that beautiful verses in Quran,the one I email
[1:34:15 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: last verses of baqara?
[1:34:22 PM] ummuhanna1: naam
[1:37:11 PM] ummuhanna1: Allah tested those that only can tahan going through that test..in your case,Allah is testing you like this ..insyaallah you would be rewarded for your holding strong to your deen
[1:38:10 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i hope from Allah
[1:38:28 PM] ummuhanna1: hope comes with fear as well
[1:38:44 PM] ummuhanna1: sayang
[1:38:54 PM] ummuhanna1: onajan sihat?
[1:39:14 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i should fear Allah and only Him
[1:39:26 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: onajon is ok
[1:39:38 PM] ummuhanna1: Allah Akbar
[1:39:46 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: my father always scoll my mother
[1:39:56 PM] ummuhanna1: itu cerita lama
[1:40:22 PM] ummuhanna1: i think he's been scolding onajon from your childhood dys..
[1:40:49 PM] ummuhanna1: i really pity onajon
[1:41:21 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: he even beat my mother before
[1:42:07 PM] ummuhanna1: May Allah swt protect you and onajon from your father misconduct,ameen
[1:42:32 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: ameen
[1:42:55 PM] ummuhanna1: have you sit down with your father and talk?
[1:43:22 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i dont want to talk
[1:44:26 PM] ummuhanna1: you must at least protect onajon from being harassed and beaten by him.
[1:45:09 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: when he says bad things to my mother i just keep quite
[1:46:22 PM] ummuhanna1: Ask Allah swt to give you the strength to be able to give nasihat to your father with wisdom.
[1:47:12 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i brought some books full of wisdom to the house . he is reading them
[1:47:21 PM] ummuhanna1: masyaAllah
[1:47:33 PM] ummuhanna1: is it in uzbek or russian?
[1:47:43 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: uzbek
[1:47:51 PM] ummuhanna1: you know something?
[1:48:04 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: wat
[1:48:27 PM] ummuhanna1: i really feel like meeting your father and sit dwon with him  and talk
[1:48:53 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: what ever
[1:49:01 PM] ummuhanna1: i dont have a father since young
[1:49:12 PM] ummuhanna1: my father passes away
[1:49:18 PM] ummuhanna1: passed
[1:49:30 PM] ummuhanna1: sorry if i said something wrong here
[1:49:45 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i wish my father dies soon
[1:49:52 PM] ummuhanna1: it's just only a thought that crosses my mind
[1:50:07 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i know
[1:50:19 PM] ummuhanna1: Ask for the best for him
[1:50:29 PM] ummuhanna1: you dont know
[1:51:23 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: if its best for me for him to die then i want him dead
[1:51:32 PM] ummuhanna1: Through you Allah might make his heart softer and become a better slave
[1:52:05 PM] ummuhanna1: You are saying with heart full of hatred
[1:52:16 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: I hope Allah reward me
[1:52:32 PM] ummuhanna1: Ameen
[1:52:46 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i feel the hatred from my father towards my mother
[1:52:56 PM] ummuhanna1: I can understand tthat
[1:53:28 PM] ummuhanna1: Has he ever beaten you b4?
[1:53:50 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: yes
[1:54:13 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: his words are more painfull to me than his beating
[1:54:26 PM] ummuhanna1: you told me that too
[1:54:38 PM] ummuhanna1: about you not being his son
[1:55:06 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: there are many other words which are may be even more painfull
[1:55:23 PM] ummuhanna1: he's and old man dying anytime soon
[1:55:34 PM] ummuhanna1: please have some mercy on him
[1:55:47 PM] ummuhanna1: forgive his past actions
[1:56:22 PM] ummuhanna1: the rest leave it to Allah swt
[1:56:44 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i think i want to go now
[1:56:59 PM] ummuhanna1: why hurry
[1:57:02 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: its almost 1 hour
[1:57:15 PM] ummuhanna1: nak balik rumah ke?
[1:57:29 PM] ummuhanna1: not yet 1hr
[1:57:37 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: may be i want to meet my good friend
[1:57:53 PM] ummuhanna1: you c me first laa sayang
[1:58:09 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i already saw u just now
[1:58:14 PM] ummuhanna1: when
[1:58:33 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: u mean cam ke?
[1:58:37 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: ta paya cam
[1:58:39 PM] ummuhanna1: ya
[1:58:50 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: why u want me to see ur picture?
[1:58:57 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i dont need to see ur picture
[1:59:01 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i love u
[1:59:02 PM] ummuhanna1: coz i want u to remeber me
[1:59:11 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: without looking at u
[1:59:28 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i dont need to see u to remmeber u
[1:59:39 PM] ummuhanna1: r u still there?
[2:00:06 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: r u there?
[2:00:08 PM] *** Call ended, duration 56:04 ***
[2:00:43 PM] *** Call to AbdulAziz bin abi ***
[2:00:53 PM] ummuhanna1: sayang
[2:01:03 PM] ummuhanna1: nak pegi dah ke?
[2:01:39 PM] ummuhanna1: can you read my text message?
[2:01:43 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: [1:59 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi:

<<< i dont need to see u to remmeber u
[2:02:18 PM] ummuhanna1: at least i wanna smile
[2:02:30 PM] ummuhanna1: and show u my big teeth
[2:02:41 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: ta paya
[2:02:51 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: ada ramai org kat sisni
[2:03:07 PM] ummuhanna1: r u going to tashkent?
[2:03:09 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: ta faham ke?
[2:03:13 PM] ummuhanna1: faham
[2:03:33 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i m waiting for investigation
[2:03:39 PM] ummuhanna1: ic
[2:04:05 PM] ummuhanna1: i might go there in May
[2:04:13 PM] ummuhanna1: alhamdulillah
[2:04:14 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: inshaAllah
[2:04:21 PM] ummuhanna1: i try to save some money now
[2:04:28 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: ok
[2:04:32 PM] ummuhanna1: is it ok with u?
[2:04:54 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: yes. only i hope i will be free to meet u
[2:05:24 PM] ummuhanna1: insyaallah i have to correspond to you first b4 i decide
[2:05:35 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: sure
[2:05:43 PM] ummuhanna1: if not no point going there at all
[2:05:54 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: off course
[2:06:28 PM] ummuhanna1: i pray and make dua for all of us
[2:06:53 PM] ummuhanna1: there's wisdom behind all these happenings.
[2:07:04 PM] ummuhanna1: so,be patient..
[2:07:15 PM] ummuhanna1: i love u sayang
[2:07:22 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i love u too
[2:07:27 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: i go now
[2:07:30 PM] ummuhanna1: i go now
[2:07:37 PM] ummuhanna1: ok assalamualaikum
[2:07:49 PM] AbdulAziz bin abi: waalaikum assalaam
[2:08:01 PM] *** Call ended, duration 07:18 ***