Knot tied

I was waiting patiently for his text message. Then at exactly 4.29 p.m. today he sent a message..WE already conducted the nikah ceremony today..blah..blah..I already anticipated this to happen. What more can I say..The knot has been tied and the marriage contract has been sealed. Later, I replied by asking him whether both of them are interested to meet me up tomorrow over lunch but he quickly dismissed my idea saying that woman is not ready...perhaps he is the one who is not interested to see me because I reckoned he might wasted precious time going out with me . I think he would rather spend more time with his precious new wife in bed...How can I be so naiive....All my text messages were not answered..too busy pleasing the wife I guess...Masha Allah...I remembered  a few years back, I was begging Allah to send him back to me...and now Allah is testing me by taking him away from me ....and after so many years living together , I guess I know him too well...Let the other woman takes care of him now..let her feels how I feel about him...Now , alhamdulillah I am feeling a lit bit comfortable and relax..The pain I felt earlier has gradually subsided....in a way I felt relief ...Thank you Ya Allah for making me remember you more in this trying period.