I have waited 14 long days to hear about the NEWS..Alhamdulillah,today I received the NEWS.How my heart should response to this NEWS?I have mixed feelings about this situation I am facing now.May Allah SWT guide me to the straight path.I think this is one of the BIG TEST from Allah SWT.
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My life has been like a roller coaster since the last 5 years.But dont get me wrong,I dont feel depressed or angry or sad.In fact, I feel happy to live like this despite having losing so much in material wealth.Yes, but no regret whatsoever.I was even in the worst scenario earlier.I have been drifting in and out doing all kinds of sinful acts.
I was born n bred in a small kampung.So, my childhood days were always fun with colorful memories.My second brother passed away when I was 10 then followed by my father.My mother was 32 years at that time.I have another brother,the eldest son in the family 2 years older than me,my sister and a younger brother.My mother is now paralyse ,everything has to depend on others.She has been like this already 4 years.I dont have any problems during my preteen years.Alhamdulillah, I managed to enter a local college and later found a steady job after graduation.Been there for almost 24 years,I mean same industry..Got married at 21 years and alhamdulillah bestowed with 6 children,a boy and 5 girls.My marriage ended after 20 years.I was single again..went back to my kampung and stayed with my family for a while.Then, I met a young interesting guy who is 15 years younger than me,seemed he knows a lot of stuff especially concerning religion.I liked him instantly.We barely knew one another and yet he asked me to marry him.I responded positively,quickly telling him to come to my family.He came and later God willing through some friends help we got married quietely without family gatherings.That was 5 years and 2 months ago to be exact. A lot of things I learned from him.
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